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at 11:50 AM there are technically 10 more minutes of morning left.

There is family of deer outside my window and Tom Hanks is hosting Wait Wait, Don't Tell Me. Every tap on the keyboard from my long fingernails comes without forethought. And i want to get more in the habit of this. writing without predisposition because maybe more magically sporadical thoughts can come when i have no thoughts to begin with. I also feel that i worry less about reader impression, as if there are any readers of this at all. i think i may be the only person that checks this page, but i am okay with that. i need more practice in honing in the prose of this space before letting others in on my little secret. i revisit this page few and far between but it is something that i feel can play a great role in my future as i think about more traveling opportunities and my every present desire to write things down. i want to work on becoming more marketable. (is that desire also transferable to my REAL LIFE SELF?).

5 minutes of morning left.

recently i am completely preoccupied with purpose. what am i doing in life and how can i continue to progress? i do not feel that i am at a standstill. i like what i do, and i appreciate those around me. my most burning questions; what great thing will i discover? what great thing will i contribute? what great thing will i leave behind? i am obsessed with these thoughts of legacy and this constant struggle to produce answers for myself distracts from daily tasks.

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